new hope?

wow...they're really have broken up...why?? beats me!! (but honestly I DO want to know...haha)
a part of me feels relieved and quite glad...but a part of me grieves for him...because he must've feel some sadness from this breakup...but hey, life moves on...even though I may not be in the picture....but I still have false / impossible hopes for us....well...I really hope he'd find happiness...even if it's with somebody else.....
pstt..still miss u...luv u forever... :-x

what gives.....

I thot they were getting married or something, but it seems they have gone their separate ways and she wants him back...so it seems like he left her...but why...??

Do you miss me there? (of course I do)
Even when we are worlds apart
As long as time allows
I will wait for you.... (I'm still waiting for you)

as much as I want you to be me mine...
silently I pray that you'll find your happiness one day...amen

happy birthday

if only I could still wish you a very happy birthday...
better yet make your birthday a memorable one...in person....
happy 28th birthday...glad u're happy...just hope I could be.... xoxo

what...??

jeez...he's in 'a relationship' with his student! how low is that...or maybe it's okay...everyone has their own opinion...but I certainly don't approve...but hey...who am I to judge...it's just that he could've done much better....man....I do love you....but just grow up dude!

It's heartbreaking that you're now with her
but I've just gotta confess that
I still love you
Even when u run away
I grew to miss u more
You are like the air that I breathe
That gives me life
Without you I'm weak
I can't live
Because you are my heart, my love
Even if you don't want to
Accept my love anymore
My heart will always be yours
Until the end of time
I will love you
Even when you leave
I still miss you
I will never forget you
Because you are the source of my life
You are my love
You taught me the meaning of happiness and true love
Hear me
I'll wait for you
forever...

oh...

she said: " i'm promise i'll be the best future wife just for u...mmuaahhh"

oh...they're getting married...?
is she really the one for him...who am I to judge....?
one thing's for sure....I am crushed...
why can't I just forget....and move on.... *tears*

Finally...

It's not that I don't get it...I do...
Yes...you have found the girl of your dreams..
and I no longer have a place in your heart...
but I just could not let go...
I don't have the will to do so...
even now...I decided to let go for good...
deep in my heart there is hope...
it's killing me...but for you I will...
yes...I am stupid...
yes...I am foolish...
but that's what love does to you...
I'm just stupidly madly in love with you...I'm sorry...

She...

She is in his heart now...
She gets all his love now...
She is the one he openly tells everyone of...
She is whom I was...
whom I wish I still am...

Today I finally saw the photo of them together, he only displayed her photo before...now seeing them together, so close, so in love..makes me feel so dead inside...I am crushed! :-(