Love is like....

Am not gonna write much tonite...
I think I have made the worse decision in my life...
letting go of someone I've always loved and wanted....
choosing him over someone who loves me, who's so into me, head over heals for me...
am I making the right choice???
I've hurt my honey so much...it's hurting me as much...
I'm making the choice that's supposed to make me happy...but am I???
I act happy...but I'm weeping inside...
I always think of my honey....I want my honey bunch back!!!
But dont think he'll ever want me back...why..cause I've hurt him so damn much!!!!
I hate myself!!!
I hate life!!!!!!!!!
If only I could tell you out loud honey....I loved u!! Still love u!! Will always love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!