Betrayal

We smsed quite a lot last night, him wanting to know if I still have feelings for him, YES...OF COURSE I DO!!! but hey, there is no way I'm ever letting him know that....what's worse is that I have a feeling that he's just playing me, him being nice to me after all these time is just an act, just to make fun of me, I have a feeling that all his friends are playing me...if he is, I just can't forgive him...I felt so helpless..so betrayed...