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I thot he has forgotten about me
I thot he doesnt want to befriend me
I thot wrong?
the smses are back
I am happy
I am confused
I just wish I didnt thot wrong
because it is so hard
for me to move on
with him around
with his sms coming in
evidently
I still feel for him
cant stop loving him
not now...maybe not yet