my pain...my wish...

saw him at the luncheon, we sat just accross the table, but I wouldn't dare for an eye contact, even I really want to...I'm dying for him to look at me and smile...but now he won't even glimpse at me...however I do think he's kind of acting up, because he knows I can see him...well honey, it works and I saw you and it hurt me, hurt me real deep...I'm still praying for the day he'll find it in his heart to forgive me, and maybe we could be friends once again....

.....I wish he and I had never fell in love, because then we would still be friends, and he would still want to see me, smile at me, be nice to me, and being goo goo with me.....